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emmmmm :(

you've changed a lot . yeah , a lot dear . why ?? i thought you were the shy ones . but now , you became an idiot . you are fully dumb . why dear ? oh God . i was shocked to know that you're doing such a thing that you've said to me that you won't dare to do because at that time you were shy . now , you are not the one who i knew . even you already not mine . but i know i was the stupidest. why would i cry for u ? you didn't give me anything . not even happiness dear . you make my life miserable when you left me . i was drowning with problems and shits . and you left me just like that without saying goodbye . how awful are you as a person ? why don't you take my shoes right now ? and how would you feel ? i felt that my life wasn't meaningful at the time you left me . i was about to kill myself . you don't even know how much i love you . damn , i woke up , i think about you . even minutes that counts , i would think about you . why ? why ? why are you so important to me while i'm just idiot for you . oh God , everybody changed . but , u have changed a lot even i don't even really know the new you . you've broke my heart into pieces dear . the pieces are to small to arrange back to a normal heart . from the day you left me , everybody was the same thing saying to me . ' be strong dear ' . do they know how i feel ? do they know how much i love you ? THEY DON'T . no one understand me :(